Unanswered

I feel differently

I feel how the first night we met, eclipsed

Beneath the light

cool darkness.

Sinking into the waters, anguish rising to the surface

where once

I felt full, now I feel differently

raw wishing for elsewhere

Elsewhere: illuminated, brimming, and beautiful

Elsewhere, but still inside your gaze, my lips at the nape of your neck

Elsewhere/Somewhere inside last week when I still hoped you were the answer

To the oft asked question

of when

Elsewhere, anywhere but now

this feeling making it hard to breathe